I want to thank everyone for the encouragement that you gave me. It was a bad day. Work was overwhelming and people that don't work for what they are given were pissing me off. Like I said I felt utterly defeated. It came out with a focus on my weight. I work with an individual who seems on the outside to get everything they want. I know there personal life is a lie and they are not really happy. It still gets to me though. Mainly because most of the day they do nothing and get allot of credit over nothing. I'm off in the background doing my job and no credit comes my way. It really gets under my skin.
Anyway you are all amazing. I realized today that there are people who look up to me in blog land. Me, little ol' me. It's a very humbling realization. You all mean so much to me.
You will be happy to know that I went to the gym after work today. I did almost 44mins on the treadmill before my 1/2 hour with my trainer. Like I said the other day, you guys should look into the body of F.I.R.E. program. It's worth it! I let out a lot of steam and feel much better. This is a new week to lose weight.
Thank you for being there for me.