Food is Annoying

My husband was getting ready to go play poker with the guys and I told him that even though I wanted to have a good time with the guys I didn't trust myself to be alone with the food. So I think I am going to go upstairs and get on the elliptical instead for a while and see how things go from there. This whole struggle messes with your head so much! it's annoying. I almost had my first PB last night. We were at Red Robin before going to see a movie. I had gotten the salmon burger and had it with only the lettuce, no bun or mayo. My first bite wasn't chewed quite enough. :( I know we aren't supposed to drink while we eat but I tried to get it down with some water and it almost came all back up. Talk about a panic moment, we were as far away from the bathroom as I think we could get too. Thankfully as I prepared to try and calmly walk to the bathroom and not PB in the process it started to stop hurting. So what did I do after that...took another bite. lol I guess I didn't learn anything. O well I will eventually I guess and it wont be pretty.

I also cut my hair today, I was letting grow out and I finally got sick of it. My husband likes me with short hair better anyway and it is so much easier to maintain. I went from shoulder length to what you see in the picture.